♥Thursday, November 13, 2008
2:19 PM
For my first story for the blog~
Between me and one of my close friend...
But i'm not gonna say who is who..
It has happened about 2-3weeks ago...
Let the story just go on and on..
Well..
As usual..i cause trouble again..
So i went and find my kai jie..
My kai jie same class as my close friend..
So i asked my close friend to help me call my kai jie come out,
but she refused..
she say she'll only called her come out
if i tell her the reason..
but i say i cannot tell..
coz got a little bit do with samseng..
So i like begging my close friend to help..
but she refused...
so pek cek with her..
so i walked off..
Then i go back again..
this time i ask other ppl help me called my kai jie..
Finally,
she come out edi..
then ask her help lol..
talk talk talk..
then go back to classroom..
mood still very angry..
becoz of my close friend..
Next morning..
i message to my close friend..
Say i was sry about yesterday the incident..
But so sucks!!!
She reply say..
Watever la..go and talk with your kai jie la..
Don't know why am i bothering you..
*That time i was getting very mad with that fella edi...
but i still nice nice with her..
then i stupid stupid apologizes again..
*Ok lol..she don't want bother then nvm..
Then on the same day go skul..
cause exam..
so form 1 & 2 recess together..
so she go and called her friend to helped her
scold something she wanted to scold me...
and the word is F****R!!!
And she go and ask me die somemore!!!
I was so angry...
But i didn't scold back bad word only stupid...
Then i walked away..
Some tears already began to flow down my cheeks..
After few days,
i and her kept messaging each other..
She also go and scold my kai jie..
Say she has a bad image..kept saying like wanting me to break up the relationship with my kai jie...
My kai jie is good to me..
That's wat i know..
That i already very angry with my ex-close friend
for saying my kai jie like that!!!
Then she also say:
I never put you as a friend in my heart before.. WTH MAN!!!
*After helping her all there years, months,days..
and then she come and say that to me!!!
*I was shock of that sentence..
But again..i didn't scold bad word to her.
Only extra idiot, shit!!
And the sentence go and die in my heart..
But i didn't meant wanting her to go and die..
After few days again,
i message her..
i say..
if you wanna be friends again then you just have to apologizes to me,
then others i don't mind!!!
But no reply from her..
so i also dowan to care already...
Then she come again kept on saying..
I betrayed her, played her, used her..
And she say that she know my feelings somemore..
*like she really know..who cares now??
Then she also say that she was hurt deeply becoz of 3 words!!!
And i say wat..she say..
GO AND DIE
She say i keep on asking her go and die...
WTH
I didn't even say out...why she say that..
then she say she asked her sis and friends whether asking ppl go and die is a curse..and she say yes...
*that i know..we're same..Christian
I almost burst already that time..
I never even say out..she say that..
And i say you also asked me to go and die..
Then she say..yes..but only once..WTH again
She's the one that called me go and die so many times..somemore she say out one lol..
I asked her go and die is only in my heart..
And it's only 2 or 3 times..
Somemore when i was talking to her..
she kept smile smile..kura-kura nothing happen..
so shit..
talking like she never get hurt at all...
then message me saying she hurt more deeply than i..so ass right??
Finally,
I given up on such a friend like her...
Getting all those poisonous words from her after being nice to her for so long..
and this is wat i get back from her..
And my friends also asked me to just end up the friendship..
So,
from now on..
she's just a stranger to me..
Till she realize that she've broken our close friendship...
Till she apologizes to me..
Only i'll put her as my friend again..
But not close friend like usual anymore..
Sorry to my other close friends..
You all has already asked me to end up the friendship..
but i was being so foolish and stubborn that i didn't cared wat you all said...
Now,
I wanna say THANKS to you all..
For encouraging me..
For supporting me..
And for not getting MAD of me when i scolded you all becoz of this incident~
MAY YEE.WEN YEN.KAH KAR.SIN YEE. HUAI LERT.
THANKS!!!!
A thousand thanks to you all..
I'll always love and appreciate you all!!!
I WILL~~~~~~
:)
~END~