♥Monday, August 3, 2009
8:22 PM
Maybe, if I hadn't been so stubborn...
Maybe, if i've listen to my mom...
Maybe, if I hadn't been so lazy...
Maybe, if i've search for more informations...
Maybe, if i've take time to understand you guys...
Maybe, if i've paid more attention on you guys...
Maybe, if i've paid more attention on you guys...
Then i wouldn't have to miss you guys.
Maybe, if i stop blaming myself,
then maybe I wouldn't have to be so sad.
then maybe I wouldn't have to be so sad.
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Today, woke up kinda late(10.30am). Quickly went and eat, iron clothe.
Halfway ironing...
Mom: Byn, byn, quickly come.
Me: What?!!
Mom: Come, i think the crab die edi ler.
Me: [tired bout it] Later lah! Sure die already or not?!!!
Mom: I don't know.
Me: [went down] [pay crabbies a visit]
Mom: See... not in the shell edi ler.
Me: Die edi lor. [trying not to cry] Bury it lah. [quickly went up]
Mom: [haiz] If Saturday we've gave the crab back to Toby's Pet Shop, then maybe it'll have a chance to survive.
Me: [trying to ignore wat she said]
Finish bathing...
Me: [went down] Later you sending Tobey ah?
Mom: Don't know yet. Dad haven't reply me. Why o?
Me: Like that me and you go and give back the crab lah.
Mom: Don't know. See how lah. [texting my father]
Me: [went up]
Mom: No lah Tobyn, dad coming back to stay with Tobias. Me and you go lah.
Me: En.
Reach the pet shop, i asked my mom to give them back, coz if i go i scare i'll cry.
Came out from the reptile section, head to the crab tank, mine wasn't there, gotta be quarantined.
I sure did let go some tears before stepping out from the pet shop.
Skipped skul becoz of my crabby.
The one that has gone is Long Black. No idea why, shell fight, could it be?
Gave back the pet shop Purpleberry. [sob][heart pain][sad]
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Purpleberry. I know, it's cute and adorable.
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Long Black. Too black edi that's why the first pic so dark.
May you rest in peace.