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♥Friday, November 13, 2009
8:31 PM

Everything's finally over,
today's the last day that i'll be seeing you.
I failed.

Here i am,
a failure me,
left with full of regrets,
failed to tell you my feelings towards you,
never wanting to confess,
never wanting to risk our friendship,
hadn't having any confidents towards myself.
I hate myself for keeping this feeling all by myself,
and i couldn't possibly forgive myself for not confessing towards you,
not til the day my feeling towards you fades.

At times,
i wished that i hadn't fall in love with you,
wishing that i'll just be the bad me,
the one that wouldn't fall in love,
the violent girl that'll hurt people,
but somehow you've touched me,
making me regret for the wrongs and evil things that i've done.
I know there are times we argued over small things,
and i even scolded harsh words at you though i know you hate it,
i just wish that i've given in to you that moment.

At times i wished that i was the one that had been with you throughout the year,
the one that'll always be there when you need a friend,
and the one that'll save every single tear that flows down your cheeks.
At times i just wish i have the courage to look straight into your eyes and tell you i love you,
too late....

I know,
thinking so much wouldn't change a thing,
it wouldn't make the time reverse back nor will it erase the negative thoughts i'm having right now.
Thinking of you now hurts me lots.
Sometimes i just wish you would understand my act towards you....


i love you for all i could (: